26.9.03

past life

while downloading some completely useless emoticons for msn messenger here... I got to thinking about sally... she often says that she is convinced that she was a tropical fish in her past life. I once asked her to describe the type of fish she was and she sounded like a fancy black fish with flowing fins...

I wonder if I was anything in my past life? I hear people say that piceseans are at the last round of your life cycle and that when I die I shall finally get some rest... no more coming back, but if you ask me I feel as if I was kind of a young spirit... don't know if I've been around before or not?

Have you?

Speaking of past lives... I was stood on the corner waiting to cross the road to get to my office, a motorcycle pulled up I looked at the driver in the eyes and swear to god it was my ex... Okay so yea maybe I made myself believe it because of the bike and all but the eyes, the nose the figure... I swear it was him... and there is a good chance that it was as the last time I spoke with him, he told me that him and his wife and his daughter were probably moving here in a couple of years... I wonder if that's true? I would so love to catch up with him, meet the baby and such ... ring me Shawn melito :)

25.9.03

because robert smith says so and that's why!


do the unstuck

it's a perfect day for letting go
setting fire tobridges, boats and other dreary worlds you know
lets get happy

it's a perfect day for making out
to wake up with a smile without a doubt
to burst scream giggle jump sing and shout
lets get happy

but it's much too late
you said, for doing this now now
should of done it then but it just goes to show
how long it's been and how you really should know
that it's never too late to get up and....... GO

tra la la

tra la la

it's the perfect day to
throw back your hair
and kiss it all goodbye

okay yea so while I'm writing this my co-worker walked by and placed a print out on my dest that reads:

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IF DECK
IS SALTY
THERE WILL
BE LASHINGS
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Okay now it makes a bit more sense...

24.9.03

unsatiable hunger....

and extreme wanting to be back where i left you this morning. If i close my eyes I can almost feel your breath on my cheek.

blogging

these days has been a bit of a challenge to say the least. It's mostly having to do with working so gosh darned much... no excuses... what on earth will my one faithful reader do for enjoyment? *scoff*

since i've last written I've made an exorbitantly expensive train journey to Bristol where I worked my ass off for a day trying to get this damned project off the ground... fruitful as it was there is still a ways to go.

cycling to work continues like a storm... cooler mornings now are a bit more challenging to motivate and dark nights post gym are a little daunting but with blinkity blinkity lights it's better.

kaffin is now booke in to join me in NYC how spendid... i know another secret but i just can't tell *bursts*

oi how is it that flights to belgium and even train journeys costs almost as much as my flight to NYC? I will never understand!!!!!!!

during my recent bout of very uncharacteristic insomnia I've mostly been enjoying the amazing view of the sky from my bedroom window... nothing but sky for miles and miles and not buildings blocking the view... space in london- quite a luxury indeed :)